Me

This young boy still needs more time to become a man.

My Strength

God strengthen me, so i can strengthen others.
He fills me with everlasting Joy, so i can share my Joy with others.
Jesus has broken for me and gave me everlasting joy and strength, and i am broken to bring the lost, to our wonderful saviour.

Jesus beautiful saviour, so amazing and wonderful.

" though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death,
I will fear no evil;
For You are with me;
Your rod and Your staff, they comfort me."
(Psalm 23:4)

Amazing

YOU’RE MY EVERYTHING
THE REASON
I SING
YOU’VE TAKEN ME UNDER YOUR WINGS
AND CLOSER TO YOU I DRAW NEAR

MY LIFE’S IN YOUR HANDS
MY HEART BEATS
IN YOUR PERFECT LOVE

MY LIPS SHALL PRAISE YOU
ADORE YOU
AND LIFTING MY LOVE I WILL SING

YOU’RE AMAZING
NEVER CHANGING
ALWAYS WITH ME
ENTHRONED WITHIN MY SOUL OVERFLOWING
MY HEART OFFERS
THE DEEPEST OF HONOR AND WORSHIP
AMAZING


Throught the darkess time of my life, Your song calms my heart, and You filled me once again with everlasting Joy. Pulled me up yet and again, when i fall. You're truely amazing, always there for me.

You have so much confidence in me, letting me take the trials, knowing I'll come back to You.

Now i know, serving You is all wonderful, and enjoyable. None other knows me like You.

My amazing God. My life shall be Yours only.

Foolish people

Foolish man, who toys heart of women, will one day be controlled in the hands of a woman like a minion.

Foolish woman, who plays the heart of men, will one day toyed in the hands of man like a ball.

What did you fill your empty heart?

Heart of Repentance

I repent, for my corrupted mind, that schemes evil plot.
I repent, for my unsightful heart, that sows bad seeds, which i let them take control of my life.
I repent, for my lustful eyes, for they seek lust, which overwhelms me.
I repent, for my rotten hands, for they did not do the wonders for You, but destroys.
I repent, for my strengthless legs, for they are not swift to repentance, and keep running away from You.
I repent, for my awful mouth, that speaks words like daggers to others, insead of edifying.
I repent, for my failing ears, for they did not hear You speak, but ignoring Your truth.
I repent, for not having a heart of repentance.

I am so wrong.
Yet, You're so faithful, always there to pull me out of the valleys deep, walk me through the mountains top. You're amazing.

This valley may seems long and suffering, but with You, there's nothing i can't overcome, and no place is too far for me to reach, no wall is too hard for me to break down, no mountains are too high for me to climb, no sea will be deep enough to drown me.

Friends.

I'm don't think i have many friends, but i have bunch of wonderful brothers and sisters with me. i have 4 families, 1 is of course my house, my own family, i have a wonderful dad, he love to disciple me and my brother, a loving mother, she knows my everything, she's one of the person who help me through when i'm down, a very cold brother, man, he won't talk to me unless he needs something from me. This is my first family.

2, this family of mine, are mixed with all brothers, we know each other since sec 1, we fight each other, laugh with one another, during sec school time. We been through many thick and thins, done from the wise to the unwise thing. Many funny funny things, ranges from big to small, can be said, can be said we've done them all. Until today, we still hang out with each other, having fun together, training at the same gym, find job together. Share each other's sorrow. Play till our heart content!

3, this family of mine, is very special, this family of mine, is call E149, with God as the father, they are the one who opens up my heart, and fills my heart with joy, they are the one who see me through seasons, when i tumble down, they will be the one who pull me up, strengthen me and continue to believe in me. This is the family that makes me feels safe, where i get my strength, where i can be myself. A loving family.

4, this weird family, haha, they are my poly mates! although they may get irritating at times, but they have a very powerful sense of fashion, i've gain alot of fashion knowledge from them. I have a very close sister, i wonder how we get so close, but it's awesome to know her. A wonderful yet weird family. haha!

oh well, these are my 4 closest family. Friends that are so close, they become your brothers and sisters. Wonderful isn't it.

This is what life is all about.

Last time, i kept ask myself, what is life about. I have no direction in life, and all the while, I was finding temporary things to fill the empty space in my heart. God is the one what I've always wanted, He is the eternal joy, that can sustain the happiness in my. I was a fool, during that time. I thought, I thought, but I did not confirm with God.

My path leads to destruction, only His path leads to everlasting. God is what I always wanted. I can tell you, process are always painful, but with Him, all things are possible.

What's my direction in life now? To serve God, who have brought me out of the valleys of shadow.

Cherish your walk, it's now or never.

Finally.

I finally understand, It was just a empty person finding another someone to fill up the empty heart. When there is not a need for the person to stay in the heart, there will not be a reason for the person to hold on to the one who is filling that empty space.

What are you filling your heart today? Out of the abundance of your heart, your mouth will speak. What you keep saying, is what you really wanted.

I'm glad, i'm out of suffering. =)

Need someone to talk to? I'm always free!

Mornings.

Everyday, i wake up knowing, You have a better plan for me, and better things which You are preparing to give, when I am ready to take it.

So lost today!

Today i was overwhelmed by a strong feeling, i guess, it's the feeling of emptiness, that's why i felt lost. In emotion, and in person. It's so strong, that i blanked out while i'm with my friends. I can't seems to be myself? Just plain lost.

Clicking my computer, talk to people, the feelings still there, hard to get rid of, it comes on and off, spoiling my mood. Than suddenly, I browse through the pictures in my facebook. From recent, to the past, the feelings began to fade off, and God spoke to me, look, this is you, your smile and cheerfulness, none can ever compare, you carry my joy.

I felt so relief afterwards. Revelation upon revelation, when I fall, He picks me up again. When I'm lost, He brings me out.

Today is another wonderfulday, tomorrow shall be awesome too!

Thoughts

Tired of falling in and out of love. This time really smacked me awake. It's not only about waiting, not only about choosing, it's about testing out, checking whether you can trust the person with your heart. The 8th shall be the last. I don't mind waiting for another 10years for the person to come.

not looking forward for this person to comeby, but serving in His house, wholeheartedly, not wanting for any repay, I serve because i want to, because i love my God. He calls me to do greater things, serving Him, is the endless joy. Others can club, drink, have wild times, but, is that what they really wanted?

This is my direction in life, which He have showed me, and i shall continue the walk and carry up my cross. He is the author of my life.

Revelation

Don't complain that you can't feel, God's presence, when you're not there for Him for His people. It's always what me myself and i want, why must you all be so self-centred? Look around you, you're born for so much more. To be there fo His people.

I just want you

MORE THAN A NICE MELODY
MORE THAN THE SWEETEST OF WORDS
THIS IS THE LOVE I HAVE FOUND
AND WITH THIS LOVE I AM FOUND


I JUST WANT YOU
JESUS
I JUST WANT YOU
MY LORD
I JUST WANT YOU
JESUS
I JUST WANT YOU



NEVER COULD I COMPREHEND
THE LOVE YOU SO FREELY GIVE
NEVER COULD I BE WORTHY
BUT YOUR LOVE COVERS ALL OF MY SIN



THERE IS NO GREATER LOVE THAN YOURS

NOTHING ELSE COULD
EVER COMPARE
AND
EVEN IF I
SEARCH ALL THE WORLD
I WILL
NEVER FIND A
LOVE LIKE YOURS (GOD)

Sunday!

Phew! i can only say awesome for today, went to sparring this morning, man, i lost the spar, i got knocked out, due to lack of experience! lols, the feeling is great, getting punched and kicked, the death blow is knee. Its like, i've got knocked down by a rugby player. phew. can't breathe after that knee. and so i lost. Oh well, i've gain more than just winning, and next week i'm sparring again! hopefully, it'll goes well. =D

other than that, everythings great, being there for others, and helping them through, know another new friend. Helping her through difficult time too.

Most importantly, to those Os student, START of 2nd week! jia you! keep fighting, everything gonna end soon! yup yup yup!